That’s how I feel. I feel this way all the time. Is this just motherhood I ask? I don’t know. I have been so fortunate to meet so many other people who have reached out to support us, but I sometimes feel lost. I can’t seem to ever get caught up with all that’s on my to-do list. And of course the most important is love and caring of Kaitlyn. You can’t even imagine my personal email in-box.
On my birthday (yes it was earlier this week on the 25th) I completely lost it. She had just vomited 4 times with ONE feeding session. It was my birthday. I DIDN’T want to be doing this. You know those bibs that are supposed to have lead in them. I’m still using them. They are the only bibs that can catch the vomit easier and wash. I figure, well, she’s not eating the bib (or anything else for that matter)…..If anyone has any other suggestions, I’m certainly open….
OK, the good news is that even with all the vomiting, she continues to eat her purees and drink her milk like a champ. I am so looking into the future, that I have forgotten that 2 months ago she didn’t eat ANYTHING by mouth.